"Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come. You wait and watch and work: you don't give up."

– Anne Lamott

Beautiful.

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Matt called me for my first LA commerical audition today. It's about time! Just kidding....but not really... It was a spot for Sears @ Pamela Starks Casting. I hope this is the beginning of great things to come!

This just in! While I was writing this message I recieved a message that I have an audition for Pamela Anderson's new show "Stacked" @ Jeff Greenberg Casting. I met his assistant Allen at an Actorsite workshop. Awesome!!! I'm sooo excited! Maybe this will give my theatrical agents a nudge and I'll start hearing more from them.

When I look back over the past few months, no over my ENTIRE life, it is impossible not to see how God has worked wonders in my life. Just to know and feel that he is mindful of me is more humbling than I can express. I love you Lord, and I am greatful for all the blessings you've bestowed upon me, my family and my friends. And to my heavenly angels, who I know are looking out for me...my Daddy, my amazing Grandmother (Gramce), and my partner and best friend, Efren ...the love that I have for you in my heart has not diminished since the days we've been apart. I know you all are watching over me, and I love you very, very much.