No, it's not a holiday...but it is a BEAUTIFUL day :). Everything is SO great! Well, actually everything isn't REALLY SOOO great...and yet it is...which is kinda what's so Great about it! Have I confused you yet, lol?
I love it when I feel like this..really just taking an attitude of gratitude. Sure I could be going on a few more auditions, or lost a few more pounds (still 10 lbs away from my goal, but headed there Fast thanks the the beautiful ladies at
RPM where I'm currently doing a Battlezone Bootcamp, I could have a little more of this or a little more of that...but SO WHAT?! I have SOOO much to be grateful for and trust me...I am grateful for it ALL! Hmmm...maybe I should make a list of things I'm grateful for...yeah, that sounds good...I'll do it right now!
Things I'm Grateful For:
- First and foremost God's amazing, endless Grace, Mercy & FAVOR! Truly nothing I have done would be possible with God and I am truly, truly GRATEFUL.
- My mama :)
- My beautiful children
- A summer off from my beatiful children, LOL!
- Peace of mind
- A reasonable portion of health and strength (that's what the old folks used to say :)
- My awesome family...Uncles, Aunts, Brothers, Cousins everyone!
- My new Body Bootcamp and the awesome instructors Cynthia and Karen
- The ability to afford my awesome Bootcamp
- My Awesome friends Old & New
- Living in Santa Monica...it's so beautiful, I love it here.
- Living in California, after driving up the coast to San Luis Obispo last weekend I have a new appreciation.
- My CSI Miami Episodes that are CURRENTLY reairing!!! One aired last Monday and the other will air this coming Monday!- My career including it's latest highlights (see below :)
- Did I say my friends?? They're really awesome!
- ALL my trials. I really believe their purpose is to make me stronger.
- My shortcomings. They keep me humble, lol.
- Losing 12 lbs! That's a pretty awesome accomplishment if I do say so myself.
- The Best Teacher in the World - Ms. Lesly Kahn (who incidently was the only one had enough love & spunk to tell me to lose 20 lbs!) I love her and I appreciate her belief in me.
- Memories
- Wisdom
- Honesty
- Love
- Forgiveness
- Integrity
- An Open Heart. On India's new CD she has an interlude that says "I want to live with an open heart"...I think I'm accomplishing that :)
- My adorable stuffed puppy, Jr. I sleep with it all the time...it used to be E's.
- Spell Check
- Raw food restaurants...though the desserts STILL make me fat
- My life in it's totality... good and bad.
It's funny I was talking to my friend the other day on my drive home from upstate. We were talking about how there was no secret to living life and he went on to compare our journeys thus far. He was like yeah Jillian, it's like we lived totally opposite lives. You had kids when you were really young and had to put your career on hold. I sacrificed having kids and a family to work on my career. And the funny part is neither one of us are happy. I was like - Whoa there, what? Lol. I was like let me not give you the wrong impression. I may complain about things from time to time but one thing I can honestly say is that I am very happy. I mean maybe things could be better here or there but that will always be the case. But when I look back over my life, and think things over, all of my good days out weigh my days...plus I'm living my dream...and how many people can truly say that? I am living my dream. And I am grateful. And I have joy. And I am happy. And I hope whoever reads this finds themselves there also :)