The film is a pretty unorganized which makes everything a little more stressful. I am still very positive that it will be a good piece for my reel though. We are set to shoot on Sat. and hopefully will rehearse on Thurs and Fri.
The director from the film that I'm shooting in LA on the 27th (the day I fly back!) has moved the call time up to 1130am! I'm scheduled to arrive in LA at 930am...we'll see how that goes...i hear the weather is going crazy in LA. I hope all goes well, the director has been calling me all week...more stress...but its ok, I'm doing what I love.
On a personal note, I don't think I'm doing as well. I went out with my ex (the one who's sick) yesterday and it was very difficult to say the least. He is on a confessing spree - I guess having life and death situation will do that do a person... anyway he basically told me that he started another relationship before ours ended. So while I was devastated and trying to cope with learning about his internet escapades, he had basically already established another relationship and bid me adieu. He said it was because he knew I was moving to Los Angeles and was scared of being alone. Huh...really? I'm moving to LA where I no virtually no one, and he, in his hometown of Chicago, is afraid of being alone....interesting. It's funny because I actually saw him and the girl together before I left (we all worked in the same building). They were in his car in a garage... I couldn't help but think of this when he called me and asked if I could accompany him to the hospital to pick up his x-rays, of course in the same car I saw them in. Oh, did I mention they are still together. He said he needs me for strength to get through this illness. I told him I'd be there for him for support. Forgiveness is a beautiful thing....I seek her everyday.
My week has consisted of taking care of a sick, cheating ex, sleeping about 18 hours a day and rehearsing for this film in between...I'm a little concerned about my well-being. I've never slept so much in my life. Going back to LA will be very good for me.
The director from the film that I'm shooting in LA on the 27th (the day I fly back!) has moved the call time up to 1130am! I'm scheduled to arrive in LA at 930am...we'll see how that goes...i hear the weather is going crazy in LA. I hope all goes well, the director has been calling me all week...more stress...but its ok, I'm doing what I love.
On a personal note, I don't think I'm doing as well. I went out with my ex (the one who's sick) yesterday and it was very difficult to say the least. He is on a confessing spree - I guess having life and death situation will do that do a person... anyway he basically told me that he started another relationship before ours ended. So while I was devastated and trying to cope with learning about his internet escapades, he had basically already established another relationship and bid me adieu. He said it was because he knew I was moving to Los Angeles and was scared of being alone. Huh...really? I'm moving to LA where I no virtually no one, and he, in his hometown of Chicago, is afraid of being alone....interesting. It's funny because I actually saw him and the girl together before I left (we all worked in the same building). They were in his car in a garage... I couldn't help but think of this when he called me and asked if I could accompany him to the hospital to pick up his x-rays, of course in the same car I saw them in. Oh, did I mention they are still together. He said he needs me for strength to get through this illness. I told him I'd be there for him for support. Forgiveness is a beautiful thing....I seek her everyday.
My week has consisted of taking care of a sick, cheating ex, sleeping about 18 hours a day and rehearsing for this film in between...I'm a little concerned about my well-being. I've never slept so much in my life. Going back to LA will be very good for me.
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