Today was my 2nd Spin class and my third trip to the gym since the weekend. What!? I'm trying to get ready for this jacuzzi shot...lol. The instructor today was really cool, a young brother with Krazy energy. I really enjoyed his class and will definitely be back. He told me he thinks I can get to where I want to be in 2 weeks if I spin like 5 times a week and cut out the cookies (tollhouse chocolate chip cookies are like criptonite to me!). I don't know if either of those things are gonna happen but it's good to know that my goal is so within my reach.

I talked to a long-time friend today. She's pregnant (24 weeks) and in the hospital on bedrest. She has tried to have a child SO many times and this is the farthest she's ever made it. Stay strong Theresa! I'll be praying for you and the baby.

I had a dream about E last night. I can't actually remember it, but I remember waking up and being very happy about what I was dreaming. I've only dreamed of him about 3 times and this is the first one that left me feeling happy w/o any angst (the first two were NOT good). How awesome is that! I hope to have more vivid happy dreams about him. You know those kind of dreams that leave you wondering if it was a dream or if it really happened? The ones that are so real that they feel like a memory instead of a dream? That's what I'd like to experience.

It's almost Thanksgiving and I have so much to be thankful for. So many people have brought joy and light into to my life. I'm not perfect, but I can only hope I've done the same for them. I hope they never have to wonder whether I love them or whether I care. And if they do wonder, let me now say the answer is, Yes, I do love you and I do care, very much. I always will.